This may sound silly, but i am kind of pfff .. let's say wary of the dark.
OK, I am afraid of the dark.
But it's not because of the monsters lurking around the corners waiting to ambush me, or the invisible freaky creatures that hide under my bed; it's not that at all.
Its because i can't see my self in the dark and i don't know who i am in the shadows. And when i can't see, i tend to get worried and afraid. -And maybe also because of the monsters-.
But aside from my fear of the dark there is one other thing that i fear most.
In fact every thing else seems silly compared.
I fear to live in a world where people say what they don't mean .. a world where people inhale lies in the air they breath .. where ideals are framed and hung on walls to be viewed as memories and things of the past .. a world where people say one thing when they actually mean another.
They say they're free to think or believe what they please, But doesn't that entitle me to the same right?
People stare when i sometimes casually state an opinion that is somewhat uncommon. if you could see the expressions on their faces, they're bewildered.
Recently i find people's So Called "Personal Opinions" repetitive in a very annoying way. It's like they're all reciting some kind of widely spread script of a very dull play that every one seems to know by heart.
You say you value difference and accept it .. Well, then accept this: i am DIFFERENT.
My Wish right now is that i can someday hear someone say "I beg to differ but i respect your opinion" -Hold On- I want that him to Mean these words.
Cause if words hold no real meaning then all they are is random frequencies and waves that propagate through space.
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