The Circle

They say hold on tight to who you are .. Be yourself and don't ever lose it.
I say lose yourself but hold on to what you believe in.
We are infinite and ever changing, we make mistakes and we learn.
We grow and spread our wings, we take a step and we fall.
We step out of our comfort zone and whisper to ourselves "You Can Do It Tiger" take a few steps and either run back to the comforts of the known or continue to venture up ahead.
We get lost holding the map upside down and a stranger walks up saying "Sir\Madam I think you have it wrong"
We take shortcuts and end up going in circles for days wandering why that tree looks awfully familiar "Have i seen this before?" We shrug it off and circle again.
We Claim to be humble but act like we know everything. this is until we meet a challenge bigger than us, that it renders us humble once more at the limitations of our fragile bodies and mortal minds.
We Love our Families deeply, yet we sometimes hurt those closest to us.
We are Foolish But we are also human
We forget and we remember.
This is life and we the humans are passengers holding on -we tell ourselves- "for just a while longer"
This world will end and we hope we end up in Paradise.
We pray we end up in Paradise Because we know we are not perfect, But our God is and he is merciful and he will forgive.
We repent and we pray and we make mistakes and repent and then we sin and repent and we fall and end up in that circle again.
We are Humans and this is life But He is God and he forgives as he watches over us up from the heavens while we venture into this life working our way towards him, hoping someday we'll finally fall onto the right tracks.

What If.

There are days when i wonder "What If .." and this day .. This day is one of them.
Sarah, What If's will do you no good, and neither will worrying about what might have happened.
The past is gone and you should learn to let it go and wish that tomorrow you'll regain your balance on that fine line that separates everything in life.
You Must learn, that no matter how much a big of a deal it seems right now, tomorrow it will be nothing.
Tomorrow you will be Switzerland again.
Tomorrow, "This day" will seem insignificant and you will learn that all your worrying was for nothing.
Let it go. 

I loved the way you called it home.

-I loved the way you called me dad, after all the times i wasn't there.

-I loved that you came back for me, when i lost the hope of ever coming back. 

-I loved the way you pursed your lips when at first you did not understand, that after all these years i was -    standing right in front of you in Flesh and as real as the presence of God in our hearts and mind.

-I loved the way you refused to let go, when all around you were people who let it all go years ago.

-I loved the way you came through the gates into a world -where everything familiar and safe was left   behind-and still you put your brave face on and did what you had to do.

-I love the way you held on to what you believed in.

-I loved the way you called it home.

-I love you my son, i have always loved you but now you know.